So this is Christmas, and what have you done? Another year over and a new one just begun.

There are so many things that people don't know about me.  Everyone thinks they know me, because I let them see what they want to see, learn what they want to learn.  What they don't know is how I actually feel or who I really am.  There are things that I don't admit to, not even to myself, things that I pretend don't happen or have an affect on me.  I've been creating this perpetual lie for so long that sometimes I forget that I'm not just MK.  I'm Mary Kate too.  I've used all my energy to build up an impenetrable wall and now I don't have the strength to force it to come tumbling down.  Yet, I still have a responsibility to myself, my real, original self, not the one that I created.